*bashes head against doorpost*

I'm going insane ;-;

I have 2 days to finish a whole paper I haven't even started yet, I need a fill a sketchbook I haven't bought yet with a subject I haven't decided on.
I have to finish 5 more day-comics of 3 images each, 10 criticizing cartoons, a full magazine by Thursday and I need to think of a logo/name to make tap water sexy, along with a mini-comic that I can't draw in the style I like. guess what, I can't change how I draw in one week. I can't.
teacher A says i should keep doing my own thing because it's cute and fun, teacher b says it's ridiculous and that I'm copying manga and in 5 years, I'll be embarrassed about myself and what I used to draw.
I just don't know anymore.
I just don't.

and I'm SO poor ;-;
with no time to try and make some money;
I need to find 149€ by monday. huzzah :/ guess I'll have to borrow from my convention funds again. they'll be depleted now. I hope I can manage to get it all back somehow by funiversum. assuming they'd want me ;o

well, I guess I'll get started on that paper now.
wish me luck .__.